Lord Jesus, you know my heart. You know my desire for my husband. You know my struggles. Let my understanding be pure and holy. Let me glorify you in my marriage, in all things. Let me see people the way you see them, let me understand the way you mean. Redeem my fallen mind to be one with your mind. Redeem my heart to follow you, not sin. Please show me how to be friends and not to obsess. Please show me why I struggle in this way, to understand rather than just shame myself into change because that's the "right" thing to do. Please heal my heart and restore my soul and mind.